I miss our memories. I miss everything about us. I miss it. I really do😔 do you know how hard things have been on me? Me facing it alone without you😔 do you even really know what I feel?😔 I’m not strong when it comes to you. I swear I’m not. I’m weak. I tried to be strong. I failed😔 it breaks me apart all the time😔

Every night I ask myself. Why is it hard for me to let you go?😢😔 why? You’ve been giving me cold replies. You’ve been treating me as an option. It keeps haunting me everytime I tried to let go. I wonder if you ever feel the same. Do you really feel what I feel? Crying in the inside without anyone really knowing?😔

Every morning I wake up, it’s never the same. I just feel like, you’re just acting it all up. To make me feel better, but at the same time, you destroy me.

Why do I keep having flashbacks of what happen? Of what broke me? Why do I still hold on when the thing I remembered was the one that broke me? That destroys me in a way I can’t forgive them. When the thing I love, broke me? Why?😔 thinking of it kills, but it’s better to just keep quiet rather than to voice out right?😔

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Chances after chances I gave, it still won’t change doesn’t it? It’ll still repeat itself won’t it?

Why, do I always go for you? When I know I deserve better? When I know someone else is trying to win my heart? Why do I have to push him away? Why do I always have to be unfair to him? Maybe I’m blind enough. I can’t see what’s in front of me. I’m chasing a stone while I know there’s a diamond in front of my eyes. Why? Why am I always being unfair?😔

Why do I have to be the one chasing for you?😔

Seeing the same cycle repeat itself

It’s just the same old thing does it?

Why do I have to wake up every morning feeling all low and sad? And no one even knows how I’m feeling?😔 Then I’ve to put on a mask to hide whatever I’m feeling.

Why do I have wake up feeling sad all the time?😔 why do I have to wake up feeling hurt when no one even knows that?